It will not.
You did lose him, but it was actually more like him losing you.
It did not ruin you — in fact, not even close.
He wasn't worth it.
You left on your own terms, and you're doing well, better than you have been in almost a decade.
סופרת, יוצרת, לשונאית. אה, גם אוטאקו. על כתיבה, על החיים (שמא כתיבה היא החיים?), ועוד שטויות בסגנון.
It will not.
You did lose him, but it was actually more like him losing you.
It did not ruin you — in fact, not even close.
He wasn't worth it.
You left on your own terms, and you're doing well, better than you have been in almost a decade.